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The Confessions of Saint Augustine - Book XII

 
 

Chapter I

 

 My heart, O Lord, touched with the words of Thy Holy Scripture, is much

 busied, amid this poverty of my life. And therefore most times, is the

 poverty of human understanding copious in words, because enquiring hath more

 to say than discovering, and demanding is longer than obtaining, and our

 hand that knocks, hath more work to do, than our hand that receives. We hold

 the promise, who shall make it null? If God be for us, who can be against

 us? Ask, and ye shall have; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be

 opened unto you. For every one that asketh, receiveth; and he that seeketh,

 findeth; and to him that knocketh, shall it be opened. These be Thine own

 promises: and who need fear to be deceived, when the Truth promiseth?

 

 

Chapter II

 

 The lowliness of my tongue confesseth unto Thy Highness, that Thou madest

 heaven and earth; this heaven which I see, and this earth that I tread upon,

 whence is this earth that I bear about me; Thou madest it. But where is that

 heaven of heavens, O Lord, which we hear of in the words of the Psalm. The

 heaven of heavens are the Lord's; but the earth hath He given to the

 children of men? Where is that heaven which we see not, to which all this

 which we see is earth? For this corporeal whole, not being wholly every

 where, hath in such wise received its portion of beauty in these lower

 parts, whereof the lowest is this our earth; but to that heaven of heavens,

 even the heaven of our earth, is but earth: yea both these great bodies, may

 not absurdly be called earth, to that unknown heaven, which is the Lord's,

 not the sons’ of men.

 

 

Chapter III

 

 And now this earth was invisible and without form, and there was I know not

 what depth of abyss, upon which there was no light, because it had no shape.

 Therefore didst Thou command it to be written, that darkness was upon the

 face of the deep; what else than the absence of light? For had there been

 light, where should it have been but by being over all, aloft, and

 enlightening? Where then light was not, what was the presence of darkness,

 but the absence of light? Darkness therefore was upon it, because light was

 not upon it; as where sound is not, there is silence. And what is it to have

 silence there, but to have no sound there? Hast not Thou, O Lord, taught his

 soul, which confesseth unto Thee? Hast not Thou taught me, Lord, that before

 Thou formedst and diversifiedst this formless matter, there was nothing,

 neither colour, nor figure, nor body, nor spirit? and yet not altogether

 nothing; for there was a certain formlessness, without any beauty.

 

 

Chapter IV

 

 How then should it be called, that it might be in some measure conveyed to

 those of duller mind, but by some ordinary word? And what, among all parts

 of the world can be found nearer to an absolute formlessness, than earth and

 deep? For, occupying the lowest stage, they are less beautiful than the

 other higher parts are, transparent all and shining. Wherefore then may I

 not conceive the formlessness of matter (which Thou hadst created without

 beauty, whereof to make this beautiful world) to be suitably intimated unto

 men, by the name of earth invisible and without form.

 

 

Chapter V

 

 So that when thought seeketh what the sense may conceive under this, and

 saith to itself, “It is no intellectual form, as life, or justice; because

 it is the matter of bodies; nor object of sense, because being invisible,

 and without form, there was in it no object of sight or sense”;—while man's

 thought thus saith to itself, it may endeavour either to know it, by being

 ignorant of it; or to be ignorant, by knowing it.

 

 

Chapter VI

 

 But I, Lord, if I would, by my tongue and my pen, confess unto Thee the

 whole, whatever Thyself hath taught me of that matter,—the name whereof

 hearing before, and not understanding, when they who understood it not, told

 me of it, so I conceived of it as having innumerable forms and diverse, and

 therefore did not conceive it at all, my mind tossed up and down foul and

 horrible “forms” out of all order, but yet “forms” and I called it without

 form not that it wanted all form, but because it had such as my mind would,

 if presented to it, turn from, as unwonted and jarring, and human frailness

 would be troubled at. And still that which I conceived, was without form,

 not as being deprived of all form, but in comparison of more beautiful

 forms; and true reason did persuade me, that I must utterly uncase it of all

 remnants of form whatsoever, if I would conceive matter absolutely without

 form; and I could not; for sooner could I imagine that not to be at all,

 which should be deprived of all form, than conceive a thing betwixt form and

 nothing, neither formed, nor nothing, a formless almost nothing. So my mind

 gave over to question thereupon with my spirit, it being filled with the

 images of formed bodies, and changing and varying them, as it willed; and I

 bent myself to the bodies themselves, and looked more deeply into their

 changeableness, by which they cease to be what they have been, and begin to

 be what they were not; and this same shifting from form to form, I suspected

 to be through a certain formless state, not through a mere nothing; yet this

 I longed to know, not to suspect only.-If then my voice and pen would

 confess unto Thee the whole, whatsoever knots Thou didst open for me in this

 question, what reader would hold out to take in the whole? Nor shall my

 heart for all this cease to give Thee honour, and a song of praise, for

 those things which it is not able to express. For the changeableness of

 changeable things, is itself capable of all those forms, into which these

 changeable things are changed. And this changeableness, what is it? Is it

 soul? Is it body? Is it that which constituteth soul or body? Might one say,

 “a nothing something”, an “is, is not,” I would say, this were it: and yet

 in some way was it even then, as being capable of receiving these visible

 and compound figures.

 

 

Chapter VII

 

 But whence had it this degree of being, but from Thee, from Whom are all

 things, so far forth as they are? But so much the further from Thee, as the

 unliker Thee; for it is not farness of place. Thou therefore, Lord, Who art

 not one in one place, and otherwise in another, but the Self-same, and the

 Self-same, and the Self-same, Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God Almighty, didst in

 the Beginning, which is of Thee, in Thy Wisdom, which was born of Thine own

 Substance, create something, and that out of nothing. For Thou createdst

 heaven and earth; not out of Thyself, for so should they have been equal to

 Thine Only Begotten Son, and thereby to Thee also; whereas no way were it

 right that aught should be equal to Thee, which was not of Thee. And aught

 else besides Thee was there not, whereof Thou mightest create them, O God,

 One Trinity, and Trine Unity; and therefore out of nothing didst Thou create

 heaven and earth; a great thing, and a small thing; for Thou art Almighty

 and Good, to make all things good, even the great heaven, and the petty

 earth. Thou wert, and nothing was there besides, out of which Thou createdst

 heaven and earth; things of two sorts; one near Thee, the other near to

 nothing; one to which Thou alone shouldest be superior; the other, to which

 nothing should be inferior.

 

 

Chapter VIII

 

 But that heaven of heavens was for Thyself, O Lord; but the earth which Thou

 gavest to the sons of men, to be seen and felt, was not such as we now see

 and feel. For it was invisible, without form, and there was a deep, upon

 which there was no light; or, darkness was above the deep, that is, more

 than in the deep. Because this deep of waters, visible now, hath even in his

 depths, a light proper for its nature; perceivable in whatever degree unto

 the fishes, and creeping things in the bottom of it. But that whole deep was

 almost nothing, because hitherto it was altogether without form; yet there

 was already that which could be formed. For Thou, Lord, madest the world of

 a matter without form, which out of nothing, Thou madest next to nothing,

 thereof to make those great things, which we sons of men wonder at. For very

 wonderful is this corporeal heaven; of which firmament between water and

 water, the second day, after the creation of light, Thou saidst, Let it be

 made, and it was made. Which firmament Thou calledst heaven; the heaven,

 that is, to this earth and sea, which Thou madest the third day, by giving a

 visible figure to the formless matter, which Thou madest before all days.

 For already hadst Thou made both an heaven, before all days; but that was

 the heaven of this heaven; because In the beginning Thou hadst made heaven

 and earth. But this same earth which Thou madest was formless matter,

 because it was invisible and without form, and darkness was upon the deep,

 of which invisible earth and without form, of which formlessness, of which

 almost nothing, Thou mightest make all these things of which this changeable

 world consists, but subsists not; whose very changeableness appears therein,

 that times can be observed and numbered in it. For times are made by the

 alterations of things, while the figures, the matter whereof is the

 invisible earth aforesaid, are varied and turned.

 

 

Chapter IX

 

 And therefore the Spirit, the Teacher of Thy servant, when It recounts Thee

 to have In the Beginning created heaven and earth, speaks nothing of times,

 nothing of days. For verily that heaven of heavens which Thou createdst in

 the Beginning, is some intellectual creature, which, although no ways

 coeternal unto Thee, the Trinity, yet partaketh of Thy eternity, and doth

 through the sweetness of that most happy contemplation of Thyself, strongly

 restrain its own changeableness; and without any fall since its first

 creation, cleaving close unto Thee, is placed beyond all the rolling

 vicissitude of times. Yea, neither is this very formlessness of the earth,

 invisible, and without form, numbered among the days. For where no figure

 nor order is, there does nothing come, or go; and where this is not, there

 plainly are no days, nor any vicissitude of spaces of times.

 

 

Chapter X

 

 O let the Light, the Truth, the Light of my heart, not mine own darkness,

 speak unto me. I fell off into that, and became darkened; but even thence,

 even thence I loved Thee. I went astray, and remembered Thee. I heard Thy

 voice behind me, calling to me to return, and scarcely heard it, through the

 tumultuousness of the enemies of peace. And now, behold, I return in

 distress and panting after Thy fountain. Let no man forbid me! of this will

 I drink, and so live. Let me not be mine own life; from myself I lived ill,

 death was I to myself; and I revive in Thee. Do Thou speak unto me, do Thou

 discourse unto me. I have believed Thy Books, and their words be most full

 of mystery.

 

 

Chapter Xi

 

 Already Thou hast told me with a strong voice, O Lord, in my inner ear, that

 Thou art eternal, Who only hast immortality; since Thou canst not be changed

 as to figure or motion, nor is Thy will altered by times: seeing no will

 which varies is immortal. This is in Thy sight clear to me, and let it be

 more and more cleared to me, I beseech Thee; and in the manifestation

 thereof, let me with sobriety abide under Thy wings. Thou hast told me also

 with a strong voice, O Lord, in my inner ear, that Thou hast made all

 natures and substances, which are not what Thyself is, and yet are; and that

 only is not from Thee, which is not, and the motion of the will from Thee

 who art, unto that which in a less degree is, because such motion is

 transgression and sin; and that no man's sin doth either hurt Thee, or

 disturb the order of Thy government, first or last. This is in Thy sight

 clear unto me, and let it be more and more cleared to me, I beseech Thee:

 and in the manifestation thereof, let me with sobriety abide under Thy

 wings.

 

 Thou hast told me also with a strong voice, in my inner ear, that neither is

 that creature coeternal unto Thyself, whose happiness Thou only art, and

 which with a most persevering purity, drawing its nourishment from Thee,

 doth in no place and at no time put forth its natural mutability; and,

 Thyself being ever present with it, unto Whom with its whole affection it

 keeps itself, having neither future to expect, nor conveying into the past

 what it remembereth, is neither altered by any change, nor distracted into

 any times. O blessed creature, if such there be, for cleaving unto Thy

 Blessedness; blest in Thee, its eternal Inhabitant and its Enlightener! Nor

 do I find by what name I may the rather call the heaven of heavens which is

 the Lord's, than Thine house, which contemplateth Thy delights without any

 defection of going forth to another; one pure mind, most harmoniously one,

 by that settled estate of peace of holy spirits, the citizens of Thy city in

 heavenly places; far above those heavenly places that we see.

 

 By this may the soul, whose pilgrimage is made long and far away, by this

 may she understand, if she now thirsts for Thee, if her tears be now become

 her bread, while they daily say unto her, Where is Thy God? if she now seeks

 of Thee one thing, and desireth it, that she may dwell in Thy house all the

 days of her life (and what is her life, but Thou? and what Thy days, but Thy

 eternity, as Thy years which fail not, because Thou art ever the same?); by

 this then may the soul that is able, understand how far Thou art, above all

 times, eternal; seeing Thy house which at no time went into a far country,

 although it be not coeternal with Thee, yet by continually and unfailingly

 cleaving unto Thee, suffers no changeableness of times. This is in Thy sight

 clear unto me, and let it be more and more cleared unto me, I beseech Thee,

 and in the manifestation thereof, let me with sobriety abide under Thy

 wings.

 

 There is, behold, I know not what formlessness in those changes of these

 last and lowest creatures; and who shall tell me (unless such a one as

 through the emptiness of his own heart, wonders and tosses himself up and

 down amid his own fancies?), who but such a one would tell me, that if all

 figure be so wasted and consumed away, that there should only remain that

 formlessness, through which the thing was changed and turned from one figure

 to another, that that could exhibit the vicissitudes of times? For plainly

 it could not, because, without the variety of motions, there are no times:

 and no variety, where there is no figure.

 

 

Chapter XII

 

 These things considered, as much as Thou givest, O my God, as much as Thou

 stirrest me up to knock, and as much as Thou openest to me knocking, two

 things I find that Thou hast made, not within the compass of time, neither

 of which is coeternal with Thee. One, which is so formed, that without any

 ceasing of contemplation, without any interval of change, though changeable,

 yet not changed, it may thoroughly enjoy Thy eternity and unchangeableness;

 the other which was so formless, that it had not that, which could be

 changed from one form into another, whether of motion, or of repose, so as

 to become subject unto time. But this Thou didst not leave thus formless,

 because before all days, Thou in the Beginning didst create Heaven and

 Earth; the two things that I spake of. But the Earth was invisible and

 without form, and darkness was upon the deep. In which words, is the

 formlessness conveyed unto us (that such capacities may hereby be drawn on

 by degrees, as are not able to conceive an utter privation of all form,

 without yet coming to nothing), out of which another Heaven might be

 created, together with a visible and well-formed earth: and the waters

 diversly ordered, and whatsoever further is in the formation of the world,

 recorded to have been, not without days, created; and that, as being of such

 nature, that the successive changes of times may take place in them, as

 being subject to appointed alterations of motions and of forms.

 

 

Chapter XIII

 

 This then is what I conceive, O my God, when I hear Thy Scripture saying, In

 the beginning God made Heaven and Earth: and the Earth was invisible and

 without form, and darkness was upon the deep, and not mentioning what day

 Thou createdst them; this is what I conceive, that because of the Heaven of

 heavens,—that intellectual Heaven, whose Intelligences know all at once, not

 in part, not darkly, not through a glass, but as a whole, in manifestation,

 face to face; not, this thing now, and that thing anon; but (as I said) know

 all at once, without any succession of times;—and because of the earth

 invisible and without form, without any succession of times, which

 succession presents “this thing now, that thing anon”; because where is no

 form, there is no distinction of things:—it is, then, on account of these

 two, a primitive formed, and a primitive formless; the one, heaven but the

 Heaven of heaven, the other earth but the earth invisible and without form;

 because of these two do I conceive, did Thy Scripture say without mention of

 days, In the Beginning God created Heaven and Earth. For forthwith it

 subjoined what earth it spake of; and also, in that the Firmament is

 recorded to be created the second day, and called Heaven, it conveys to us

 of which Heaven He before spake, without mention of days.

 

 

Chapter XIV

 

 Wondrous depth of Thy words! whose surface, behold! is before us, inviting

 to little ones; yet are they a wondrous depth. O my God, a wondrous depth!

 It is awful to look therein; an awfulness of honour, and a trembling of

 love. The enemies thereof I hate vehemently; oh that Thou wouldest slay them

 with Thy two-edged sword, that they might no longer be enemies unto it: for

 so do I love to have them slain unto themselves, that they may live unto

 Thee. But behold others not faultfinders, but extollers of the book of

 Genesis; “The Spirit of God,” say they, “Who by His servant Moses wrote

 these things, would not have those words thus understood; He would not have

 it understood, as thou sayest, but otherwise, as we say.” Unto Whom Thyself,

 O Thou God all, being judge, do I thus answer.

 

 

Chapter XV

 

 “Will you affirm that to be false, which with a strong voice Truth tells me

 in my inner ear, concerning the Eternity of the Creator, that His substance

 is no ways changed by time, nor His will separate from His substance?

 Wherefore He willeth not one thing now, another anon, but once, and at once,

 and always, He willeth all things that He willeth; not again and again, nor

 now this, now that; nor willeth afterwards, what before He willed not, nor

 willeth not, what before He willed; because such a will is and no mutable

 thing is eternal: but our God is eternal. Again, what He tells me in my

 inner ear, the expectation of things to come becomes sight, when they are

 come, and this same sight becomes memory, when they be past. Now all thought

 which thus varies is mutable; and is eternal: but our God is eternal.” These

 things I infer, and put together, and find that my God, the eternal God,

 hath not upon any new will made any creature, nor doth His knowledge admit

 of any thing transitory. “What will ye say then, O ye gainsayers? Are these

 things false?” “No,” they say; “What then? Is it false, that every nature

 already formed, or matter capable of form, is not, but from Him Who is

 supremely good, because He is supremely?” “Neither do we deny this,” say

 they. “What then? do you deny this, that there is a certain sublime

 creature, with so chaste a love cleaving unto the true and truly eternal

 God, that although not coeternal with Him, yet is it not detached from Him,

 nor dissolved into the variety and vicissitude of times, but reposeth in the

 most true contemplation of Him only?” Because Thou, O God, unto him that

 loveth Thee so much as Thou commandest, dost show Thyself, and sufficest

 him; and therefore doth he not decline from Thee, nor toward himself. This

 is the house of God, not of earthly mould, nor of celestial bulk corporeal

 but spiritual, and partaker of Thy eternity, because without defection for

 ever. For Thou hast made it fast for ever and ever, Thou hast given it a law

 which it shall not pass. Nor yet is it coeternal with Thee, O God, because

 not without beginning; for it was made.

 

 For although we find no time before it, for wisdom was created before all

 things; not that Wisdom which is altogether equal and coeternal unto Thee,

 our God, His Father, and by Whom all things were created, and in Whom, as

 the Beginning, Thou createdst heaven and earth; but that wisdom which is

 created, that is, the intellectual nature, which by contemplating the light,

 is light. For this, though created, is also called wisdom. But what

 difference there is betwixt the Light which enlighteneth, and which is

 enlightened, so much is there betwixt the Wisdom that createth, and that

 created; as betwixt the Righteousness which justifieth, and the

 righteousness which is made by justification. For we also are called Thy

 righteousness; for so saith a certain servant of Thine, That we might be

 made the righteousness of God in Him. Therefore since a certain created

 wisdom was created before all things, the rational and intellectual mind of

 that chaste city of Thine, our mother which is above, and is free and

 eternal in the heavens (in what heavens, if not in those that praise Thee,

 the Heaven of heavens? Because this is also the Heaven of heavens for the

 Lord);—though we find no time before it (because that which hath been

 created before all things, precedeth also the creature of time), yet is the

 Eternity of the Creator Himself before it, from Whom, being created, it took

 the beginning, not indeed of time (for time itself was not yet), but of its

 creation.

 

 Hence it is so of Thee, our God, as to be altogether other than Thou, and

 not the Self-same: because though we find time neither before it, nor even

 in it (it being meet ever to behold Thy face, nor is ever drawn away from

 it, wherefore it is not varied by any change), yet is there in it a

 liability to change, whence it would wax dark, and chill, but that by a

 strong affection cleaving unto Thee, like perpetual noon, it shineth and

 gloweth from Thee. O house most lightsome and delightsome! I have loved thy

 beauty, and the place of the habitation of the glory of my Lord, thy builder

 and possessor. Let my wayfaring sigh after thee, and I say to Him that made

 thee, let Him take possession of me also in thee, seeing He hath made me

 likewise. I have gone astray like a lost sheep: yet upon the shoulders of my

 Shepherd, thy builder, hope I to be brought back to thee.

 

 “What say ye to me, O ye gainsayers that I was speaking unto, who yet

 believe Moses to have been the holy servant of God, and his books the

 oracles of the Holy Ghost? Is not this house of God, not coeternal indeed

 with God, yet after its measure, eternal in the heavens, when you seek for

 changes of times in vain, because you will not find them? For that, to which

 it is ever good to cleave fast to God, surpasses all extension, and all

 revolving periods of time.” “It is,” say they. “What then of all that which

 my heart loudly uttered unto my God, when inwardly it heard the voice of His

 praise, what part thereof do you affirm to be false? Is it that the matter

 was without form, in which because there was no form, there was no order?

 But where no order was, there could be no vicissitude of times: and yet this

 almost nothing,’ inasmuch as it was not altogether nothing, was from Him

 certainly, from Whom is whatsoever is, in what degree soever it is.” “This

 also,” say they, “do we not deny.”

 

 

Chapter XVI

 

 With these I now parley a little in Thy presence, O my God, who grant all

 these things to be true, which Thy Truth whispers unto my soul. For those

 who deny these things, let them bark and deafen themselves as much as they

 please; I will essay to persuade them to quiet, and to open in them a way

 for Thy word. But if they refuse, and repel me; I beseech, O my God, be not

 Thou silent to me. Speak Thou truly in my heart; for only Thou so speakest:

 and I will let them alone blowing upon the dust without, and raising it up

 into their own eyes: and myself will enter my chamber, and sing there a song

 of loves unto Thee; groaning with groanings unutterable, in my wayfaring,

 and remembering Jerusalem, with heart lifted up towards it, Jerusalem my

 country, Jerusalem my mother, and Thyself that rulest over it, the

 Enlightener, Father, Guardian, Husband, the pure and strong delight, and

 solid joy, and all good things unspeakable, yea all at once, because the One

 Sovereign and true Good. Nor will I be turned away, until Thou gather all

 that I am, from this dispersed and disordered estate, into the peace of that

 our most dear mother, where the first-fruits of my spirit be already (whence

 I am ascertained of these things), and Thou conform and confirm it for ever,

 O my God, my Mercy. But those who do not affirm all these truths to be

 false, who honour Thy holy Scripture, set forth by holy Moses, placing it,

 as we, on the summit of authority to be followed, and do yet contradict me

 in some thing, I answer thus; By Thyself judge, O our God, between my

 Confessions and these men's contradictions.

 

 

Chapter XVII

 

 For they say, “Though these things be true, yet did not Moses intend those

 two, when, by revelation of the Spirit, he said, In the beginning God

 created heaven and earth. He did not under the name of heaven, signify that

 spiritual or intellectual creature which always beholds the face of God; nor

 under the name of earth, that formless matter.” “What then?” “That man of

 God,” say they, “meant as we say, this declared he by those words.”

 “What?” “By the name of heaven and earth would he first signify,” say they,

 “universally and compendiously, all this visible world; so as afterwards by

 the enumeration of the several days, to arrange in detail, and, as it were,

 piece by piece, all those things, which it pleased the Holy Ghost thus to

 enounce. For such were that rude and carnal people to which he spake, that

 he thought them fit to be entrusted with the knowledge of such works of God

 only as were visible.” They agree, however, that under the words earth

 invisible and without form, and that darksome deep (out of which it is

 subsequently shown, that all these visible things which we all know, were

 made and arranged during those “days”) may, not incongruously, be understood

 of this formless first matter.

 

 What now if another should say that “this same formlessness and confusedness

 of matter, was for this reason first conveyed under the name of heaven and

 earth, because out of it was this visible world with all those natures which

 most manifestly appear in it, which is ofttimes called by the name of heaven

 and earth, created and perfected?” What again if another say that “invisible

 and visible nature is not indeed inappropriately called heaven and earth;

 and so, that the universal creation, which God made in His Wisdom, that is,

 in the Beginning, was comprehended under those two words? Notwithstanding,

 since all things be made not of the substance of God, but out of nothing

 (because they are not the same that God is, and there is a mutable nature in

 them all, whether they abide, as doth the eternal house of God, or be

 changed, as the soul and body of man are): therefore the common matter of

 all things visible and invisible (as yet unformed though capable of form),

 out of which was to be created both heaven and earth (i. the invisible and

 visible creature when formed), was entitled by the same names given to the

 earth invisible and without form and the darkness upon the deep, but with

 this distinction, that by the earth invisible and without form is understood

 corporeal matter, antecedent to its being qualified by any form; and by the

 darkness upon the deep, spiritual matter, before it underwent any restraint

 of its unlimited fluidness, or received any light from Wisdom?”

 

 It yet remains for a man to say, if he will, that “the already perfected and

 formed natures, visible and invisible, are not signified under the name of

 heaven and earth, when we read, In the beginning God made heaven and earth,

 but that the yet unformed commencement of things, the stuff apt to receive

 form and making, was called by these names, because therein were confusedly

 contained, not as yet distinguished by their qualities and forms, all those

 things which being now digested into order, are called Heaven and Earth, the

 one being the spiritual, the other the corporeal, creation.”

 

 

Chapter XVIII

 

 All which things being heard and well considered, I will not strive about

 words: for that is profitable to nothing, but the subversion of the hearers.

 But the law is good to edify, if a man use it lawfully: for that the end of

 it is charity, out of a pure heart and good conscience, and faith unfeigned.

 And well did our Master know, upon which two commandments He hung all the

 Law and the Prophets. And what doth it prejudice me, O my God, Thou light of

 my eyes in secret, zealously confessing these things, since divers things

 may be understood under these words which yet are all true,—what, I say,

 doth it prejudice me, if I think otherwise than another thinketh the writer

 thought? All we readers verily strive to trace out and to understand his

 meaning whom we read; and seeing we believe him to speak truly, we dare not

 imagine him to have said any thing, which ourselves either know or think to

 be false. While every man endeavours then to understand in the Holy

 Scriptures, the same as the writer understood, what hurt is it, if a man

 understand what Thou, the light of all true-speaking minds, dost show him to

 be true, although he whom he reads, understood not this, seeing he also

 understood a Truth, though not this truth?

 

 

Chapter XIX

 

 For true it is, O Lord, that Thou madest heaven and earth; and it is true

 too, that the Beginning is Thy Wisdom, in Which Thou createst all: and true

 again, that this visible world hath for its greater part the heaven and the

 earth, which briefly comprise all made and created natures. And true too,

 that whatsoever is mutable, gives us to understand a certain want of form,

 whereby it receiveth a form, or is changed, or turned. It is true, that that

 is subject to no times, which so cleaveth to the unchangeable Form, as

 though subject to change, never to be changed. It is true, that that

 formlessness which is almost nothing, cannot be subject to the alteration of

 times. It is true, that that whereof a thing is made, may by a certain mode

 of speech, be called by the name of the thing made of it; whence that

 formlessness, whereof heaven and earth were made, might be called heaven and

 earth. It is true, that of things having form, there is not any nearer to

 having no form, than the earth and the deep. It is true, that not only every

 created and formed thing, but whatsoever is capable of being created and

 formed, Thou madest, of Whom are all things. It is true, that whatsoever is

 formed out of that which had no form, was unformed before it was formed.

 

 

Chapter XX

 

 Out of these truths, of which they doubt not whose inward eye Thou hast

 enabled to see such things, and who unshakenly believe Thy servant Moses to

 have spoken in the Spirit of truth;—of all these then, he taketh one, who

 saith, In the Beginning God made the heaven and the earth; that is, “in His

 Word coeternal with Himself, God made the intelligible and the sensible, or

 the spiritual and the corporeal creature.” He another, that saith, In the

 Beginning God made heaven and earth; that is, “in His Word coeternal with

 Himself, did God make the universal bulk of this corporeal world, together

 with all those apparent and known creatures, which it containeth.” He

 another, that saith, In the Beginning God made heaven and earth; that is,

 “in His Word coeternal with Himself, did God make the formless matter of

 creatures spiritual and corporeal.” He another, that saith, In the Beginning

 God created heaven and earth; that is, “in His Word coeternal with Himself,

 did God create the formless matter of the creature corporeal, wherein heaven

 and earth lay as yet confused, which, being now distinguished and formed, we

 at this day see in the bulk of this world.” He another, who saith, In the

 Beginning God made heaven and earth; that is, “in the very beginning of

 creating and working, did God make that formless matter, confusedly

 containing in itself both heaven and earth; out of which, being formed, do

 they now stand out, and are apparent, with all that is in them.”

 

 

Chapter XXI

 

 And with regard to the understanding of the words following, out of all

 those truths, he chooses one to himself, who saith, But the earth was

 invisible, and without form, and darkness was upon the deep; that is, “that

 corporeal thing that God made, was as yet a formless matter of corporeal

 things, without order, without light. “ Another he who says, The earth was

 invisible and without form, and darkness was upon the deep; that is, “this

 all, which is called heaven and earth, was still a formless and darksome

 matter, of which the corporeal heaven and the corporeal earth were to be

 made, with all things in them, which are known to our corporeal senses.”

 Another he who says, The earth was invisible and without form, and darkness

 was upon the deep; that is, “this all, which is called heaven and earth, was

 still a formless and a darksome matter; out of which was to be made, both

 that intelligible heaven, otherwhere called the Heaven of heavens, and the

 earth, that is, the whole corporeal nature, under which name is comprised

 this corporeal heaven also; in a word, out of which every visible and

 invisible creature was to be created.” Another he who says, The earth was

 invisible and without form, and darkness was upon the deep, “the Scripture

 did not call that formlessness by the name of heaven and earth; but that

 formlessness, saith he, already was, which he called the earth invisible

 without form, and darkness upon the deep; of which he had before said, that

 God had made heaven and earth, namely, the spiritual and corporeal

 creature.” Another he who says, The earth was invisible and without form,

 and darkness was upon the deep; that is, “there already was a certain

 formless matter, of which the Scripture said before, that God made heaven

 and earth; namely, the whole corporeal bulk of the world, divided into two

 great parts, upper and lower, with all the common and known creatures in

 them.”

 

 

Chapter XXII

 

 For should any attempt to dispute against these two last opinions, thus, “If

 you will not allow, that this formlessness of matter seems to be called by

 the name of heaven and earth; Ergo, there was something which God had not

 made, out of which to make heaven and earth; for neither hath Scripture told

 us, that God made this matter, unless we understand it to be signified by

 the name of heaven and earth, or of earth alone, when it is said, In the

 Beginning God made the heaven and earth; that so in what follows, and the

 earth was invisible and without form (although it pleased Him so to call the

 formless matter), we are to understand no other matter, but that which God

 made, whereof is written above, God made heaven and earth.” The maintainers

 of either of those two latter opinions will, upon hearing this, return for

 answer, “we do not deny this formless matter to be indeed created by God,

 that God of Whom are all things, very good; for as we affirm that to be a

 greater good, which is created and formed, so we confess that to be a lesser

 good which is made capable of creation and form, yet still good. We say

 however that Scripture hath not set down, that God made this formlessness,

 as also it hath not many others; as the Cherubim, and Seraphim, and those

 which the Apostle distinctly speaks of, Thrones, Dominions, Principalities,

 Powers. All which that God made, is most apparent. Or if in that which is

 said, He made heaven and earth, all things be comprehended, what shall we

 say of the waters, upon which the Spirit of God moved? For if they be

 comprised in this word earth; how then can formless matter be meant in that

 name of earth, when we see the waters so beautiful? Or if it be so taken;

 why then is it written, that out of the same formlessness, the firmament was

 made, and called heaven; and that the waters were made, is not written? For

 the waters remain not formless and invisible, seeing we behold them flowing

 in so comely a manner. But if they then received that beauty, when God said,

 Let the waters under the firmament be gathered together, that so the

 gathering together be itself the forming of them; what will be said as to

 those waters above the firmament? Seeing neither if formless would they have

 been worthy of so honourable a seat, nor is it written, by what word they

 were formed. If then Genesis is silent as to God's making of any thing,

 which yet that God did make neither sound faith nor well-grounded

 understanding doubteth, nor again will any sober teaching dare to affirm

 these waters to be coeternal with God, on the ground that we find them to be

 mentioned in the hook of Genesis, but when they were created, we do not

 find; why (seeing truth teaches us) should we not understand that formless

 matter (which this Scripture calls the earth invisible and without form, and

 darksome deep) to have been created of God out of nothing, and therefore not

 to be coeternal to Him; notwithstanding this history hath omitted to show

 when it was created?”

 

 

Chapter XXIII

 

 These things then being heard and perceived, according to the weakness of my

 capacity (which I confess unto Thee, O Lord, that knowest it), two sorts of

 disagreements I see may arise, when a thing is in words related by true

 reporters; one, concerning the truth of the things, the other, concerning

 the meaning of the relater. For we enquire one way about the making of the

 creature, what is true; another way, what Moses, that excellent minister of

 Thy Faith, would have his reader and hearer understand by those words. For

 the first sort, away with all those who imagine themselves to know as a

 truth, what is false; and for this other, away with all them too, which

 imagine Moses to have written things that be false. But let me be united in

 Thee, O Lord, with those and delight myself in Thee, with them that feed on

 Thy truth, in the largeness of charity, and let us approach together unto

 the words of Thy book, and seek in them for Thy meaning, through the meaning

 of Thy servant, by whose pen Thou hast dispensed them.

 

 

Chapter XXIV

 

 But which of us shall, among those so many truths, which occur to enquirers

 in those words, as they are differently understood, so discover that one

 meaning, as to affirm, “this Moses thought,” and “this would he have

 understood in that history”; with the same confidence as he would, “this is

 true,” whether Moses thought this or that? For behold, O my God, I Thy

 servant, who have in this book vowed a sacrifice of confession unto Thee,

 and pray, that by Thy mercy I may pay my vows unto Thee, can I, with the

 same confidence wherewith I affirm, that in Thy incommutable world Thou

 createdst all things visible and invisible, affirm also, that Moses meant no

 other than this, when he wrote, In the Beginning God made heaven and earth?

 No. Because I see not in his mind, that he thought of this when he wrote

 these things, as I do see it in Thy truth to be certain. For he might have

 his thoughts upon God's commencement of creating, when he said In the

 beginning; and by heaven and earth, in this place he might intend no formed

 and perfected nature whether spiritual or corporeal, but both of them

 inchoate and as yet formless. For I perceive, that whichsoever of the two

 had been said, it might have been truly said; but which of the two he

 thought of in these words, I do not so perceive. Although, whether it were

 either of these, or any sense beside (that I have not here mentioned), which

 this so great man saw in his mind, when he uttered these words, I doubt not

 but that he saw it truly, and expressed it aptly.

 

 

Chapter XXV

 

 Let no man harass me then, by saying, Moses thought not as you say, but as I

 say: for if he should ask me, “How know you that Moses thought that which

 you infer out of his words?” I ought to take it in good part, and would

 answer perchance as I have above, or something more at large, if he were

 unyielding. But when he saith, “Moses meant not what you say, but what I

 say,” yet denieth not that what each of us say, may both be true, O my God,

 life of the poor, in Whose bosom is no contradiction, pour down a softening

 dew into my heart, that I may patiently bear with such as say this to me,

 not because they have a divine Spirit, and have seen in the heart of Thy

 servant what they speak, but because they be proud; not knowing Moses’

 opinion, but loving their own, not because it is truth, but because it is

 theirs. Otherwise they would equally love another true opinion, as I love

 what they say, when they say true: not because it is theirs, but because it

 is true; and on that very ground not theirs because it is true. But if they

 therefore love it, because it is true, then is it both theirs, and mine; as

 being in common to all lovers of truth. But whereas they contend that Moses

 did not mean what I say, but what they say, this I like not, love not: for

 though it were so, yet that their rashness belongs not to knowledge, but to

 overboldness, and not insight but vanity was its parent. And therefore, O

 Lord, are Thy judgements terrible; seeing Thy truth is neither mine, nor

 his, nor another's; but belonging to us all, whom Thou callest publicly to

 partake of it, warning us terribly, not to account it private to ourselves,

 lest we he deprived of it. For whosoever challenges that as proper to

 himself, which Thou propoundest to all to enjoy, and would have that his own

 which belongs to all, is driven from what is in common to his own; that is,

 from truth, to a lie. For he that speaketh a lie, speaketh it of his own.

 

 Hearken, O God, Thou best judge; Truth Itself, hearken to what I shall say

 to this gainsayer, hearken, for before Thee do I speak, and before my

 brethren, who employ Thy law lawfully, to the end of charity: hearken and

 behold, if it please Thee, what I shall say to him. For this brotherly and

 peaceful word do I return unto Him: “If we both see that to be true that

 Thou sayest, and both see that to be true that I say, where, I pray Thee, do

 we see it? Neither I in thee, nor thou in me; but both in the unchangeable

 Truth itself, which is above our souls.” Seeing then we strive not about the

 very light of the Lord God, why strive we about the thoughts of our

 neighbour which we cannot so see, as the unchangeable Truth is seen: for

 that, if Moses himself had appeared to us and said, “This I meant”; neither

 so should we see it, but should believe it. Let us not then be puffed up for

 one against another, above that which is written: let us love the Lord our

 God with all our heart, with all our soul, and with all our mind: and our

 neighbour as ourself. With a view to which two precepts of charity, unless

 we believe that Moses meant, whatsoever in those books he did mean, we shall

 make God a liar, imagining otherwise of our fellow servant's mind, than he

 hath taught us. Behold now, how foolish it is, in such abundance of most

 true meanings, as may be extracted out of those words, rashly to affirm,

 which of them Moses principally meant; and with pernicious contentions to

 offend charity itself, for whose sake he spake every thing, whose words we

 go about to expound.

 

 

Chapter XXVI

 

 And yet I, O my God, Thou lifter up of my humility, and rest of my labour,

 Who hearest my confessions, and forgivest my sins: seeing Thou commandest me

 to love my neighbour as myself, I cannot believe that Thou gavest a less

 gift unto Moses Thy faithful servant, than I would wish or desire Thee to

 have given me, had I been born in the time he was, and hadst Thou set me in

 that office, that by the service of my heart and tongue those books might be

 dispensed, which for so long after were to profit all nations, and through

 the whole world from such an eminence of authority, were to surmount all

 sayings of false and proud teachings. I should have desired verily, had I

 then been Moses (for we all come from the same lump, and what is man, saving

 that Thou art mindful of him?), I would then, had I been then what he was,

 and been enjoined by Thee to write the book of Genesis, have desired such a

 power of expression and such a style to be given me, that neither they who

 cannot yet understand how God created, might reject the sayings, as beyond

 their capacity; and they who had attained thereto, might find what true

 opinion soever they had by thought arrived at, not passed over in those few

 words of that Thy servant: and should another man by the light of truth have

 discovered another, neither should that fail of being discoverable in those

 same words.

 

 

Chapter XXVII

 

 For as a fountain within a narrow compass, is more plentiful, and supplies a

 tide for more streams over larger spaces, than any one of those streams,

 which, after a wide interval, is derived from the same fountain; so the

 relation of that dispenser of Thine, which was to benefit many who were to

 discourse thereon, does out of a narrow scantling of language, overflow into

 streams of clearest truth, whence every man may draw out for himself such

 truth as he can upon these subjects, one, one truth, another, another, by

 larger circumlocutions of discourse. For some, when they read, or hear these

 words, conceive that God like a man or some mass endued with unbounded

 power, by some new and sudden resolution, did, exterior to itself, as it

 were at a certain distance, create heaven and earth, two great bodies above

 and below, wherein all things were to be contained. And when they hear, God

 said, Let it be made, and it was made; they conceive of words begun and

 ended, sounding in time, and passing away; after whose departure, that came

 into being, which was commanded so to do; and whatever of the like sort,

 men's acquaintance with the material world would suggest. In whom, being yet

 little ones and carnal, while their weakness is by this humble kind of

 speech, carried on, as in a mother's bosom, their faith is wholesomely built

 up, whereby they hold assured, that God made all natures, which in admirable

 variety their eye beholdeth around. Which words, if any despising, as too

 simple, with a proud weakness, shall stretch himself beyond the guardian

 nest; he will, alas, fall miserably. Have pity, O Lord God, lest they who go

 by the way trample on the unfledged bird, and send Thine angel to replace it

 into the nest, that it may live, till it can fly.

 

 

Chapter XXVIII

 

 But others, unto whom these words are no longer a nest, but deep shady

 fruit-bowers, see the fruits concealed therein, fly joyously around, and

 with cheerful notes seek out, and pluck them. For reading or hearing these

 words, they see that all times past and to come, are surpassed by Thy

 eternal and stable abiding; and yet that there is no creature formed in

 time, not of Thy making. Whose will, because it is the same that Thou art,

 Thou madest all things, not by any change of will, nor by a will, which

 before was not, and that these things were not out of Thyself, in Thine own

 likeness, which is the form of all things; but out of nothing, a formless

 unlikeness, which should be formed by Thy likeness (recurring to Thy Unity,

 according to their appointed capacity, so far as is given to each thing in

 his kind), and might all be made very good; whether they abide around Thee,

 or being in gradation removed in time and place, made or undergo the

 beautiful variations of the Universe. These things they see, and rejoice, in

 the little degree they here may, in the light of Thy truth.

 

 Another bends his mind on that which is said, In the Beginning God made

 heaven and earth; and beholdeth therein Wisdom, the Beginning because It

 also speaketh unto us. Another likewise bends his mind on the same words,

 and by Beginning understands the commencement of things created; In the

 beginning He made, as if it were said, He at first made. And among them that

 understand In the Beginning to mean, “In Thy Wisdom Thou createdst heaven

 and earth,” one believes the matter out of which the heaven and earth were

 to be created, to be there called heaven and earth; another, natures already

 formed and distinguished; another, one formed nature, and that a spiritual,

 under the name Heaven, the other formless, a corporeal matter, under the

 name Earth. They again who by the names heaven and earth, understand matter

 as yet formless, out of which heaven and earth were to be formed, neither do

 they understand it in one way; but the one, that matter out of which both

 the intelligible and the sensible creature were to be perfected; another,

 that only, out of which this sensible corporeal mass was to he made,

 containing in its vast bosom these visible and ordinary natures. Neither do

 they, who believe the creatures already ordered and arranged, to be in this

 place called heaven and earth, understand the same; but the one, both the

 invisible and visible, the other, the visible only, in which we behold this

 lightsome heaven, and darksome earth, with the things in them contained.

 

 

Chapter XXIX

 

 But he that no otherwise understands In the Beginning He made, than if it

 were said, At first He made, can only truly understand heaven and earth of

 the matter of heaven and earth, that is, of the universal intelligible and

 corporeal creation. For if he would understand thereby the universe, as

 already formed, it may be rightly demanded of him, “If God made this first,

 what made He afterwards?” and after the universe, he will find nothing;

 whereupon must he against his will hear another question; “How did God make

 this first, if nothing after?” But when he says, God made matter first

 formless, then formed, there is no absurdity, if he be but qualified to

 discern, what precedes by eternity, what by time, what by choice, and what

 in original. By eternity, as God is before all things; by time, as the

 flower before the fruit; by choice, as the fruit before the flower; by

 original, as the sound before the tune. Of these four, the first and last

 mentioned, are with extreme difficulty understood, the two middle, easily.

 For a rare and too lofty a vision is it, to behold Thy Eternity, O Lord,

 unchangeably making things changeable; and thereby before them. And who,

 again, is of so sharpsighted understanding, as to be able without great

 pains to discern, how the sound is therefore before the tune; because a tune

 is a formed sound; and a thing not formed, may exist; whereas that which

 existeth not, cannot be formed. Thus is the matter before the thing made;

 not because it maketh it, seeing itself is rather made; nor is it before by

 interval of time; for we do not first in time utter formless sounds without

 singing, and subsequently adapt or fashion them into the form of a chant, as

 wood or silver, whereof a chest or vessel is fashioned. For such materials

 do by time also precede the forms of the things made of them, but in singing

 it is not so; for when it is sung, its sound is heard; for there is not

 first a formless sound, which is afterwards formed into a chant. For each

 sound, so soon as made, passeth away, nor canst thou find ought to recall

 and by art to compose. So then the chant is concentrated in its sound, which

 sound of his is his matter. And this indeed is formed, that it may be a

 tune; and therefore (as I said) the matter of the sound is before the form

 of the tune; not before, through any power it hath to make it a tune; for a

 sound is no way the workmaster of the tune; but is something corporeal,

 subjected to the soul which singeth, whereof to make a tune. Nor is it first

 in time; for it is given forth together with the tune; nor first in choice,

 for a sound is not better than a tune, a tune being not only a sound, but a

 beautiful sound. But it is first in original, because a tune receives not

 form to become a sound, but a sound receives a form to become a tune. By

 this example, let him that is able, understand how the matter of things was

 first made, and called heaven and earth, because heaven and earth were made

 out of it. Yet was it not made first in time; because the forms of things

 give rise to time; but that was without form, but now is, in time, an object

 of sense together with its form. And yet nothing can be related of that

 matter, but as though prior in time, whereas in value it is last (because

 things formed are superior to things without form) and is preceded by the

 Eternity of the Creator: that so there might be out of nothing, whereof

 somewhat might be created.

 

 

Chapter XXX

 

 In this diversity of the true opinions, let Truth herself produce concord.

 And our God have mercy upon us, that we may use the law lawfully, the end of

 the commandment, pure charity. By this if man demands of me, “which of these

 was the meaning of Thy servant Moses”; this were not the language of my

 Confessions, should I not confess unto Thee, “I know not”; and yet I know

 that those senses are true, those carnal ones excepted, of which I have

 spoken what seemed necessary. And even those hopeful little ones who so

 think, have this benefit, that the words of Thy Book affright them not,

 delivering high things lowlily, and with few words a copious meaning. And

 all we who, I confess, see and express the truth delivered in those words,

 let us love one another, and jointly love Thee our God, the fountain of

 truth, if we are athirst for it, and not for vanities; yea, let us so honour

 this Thy servant, the dispenser of this Scripture, full of Thy Spirit, as to

 believe that, when by Thy revelation he wrote these things, he intended

 that, which among them chiefly excels both for light of truth, and

 fruitfulness of profit.

 

 

Chapter XXXI

 

 So when one says, “Moses meant as I do”; and another, “Nay, but as I do,” I

 suppose that I speak more reverently, “Why not rather as both, if both be

 true?” And if there be a third, or a fourth, yea if any other seeth any

 other truth in those words, why may not he be believed to have seen all

 these, through whom the One God hath tempered the holy Scriptures to the

 senses of many, who should see therein things true but divers? For I

 certainly (and fearlessly I speak it from my heart), that were I to indite

 any thing to have supreme authority, I should prefer so to write, that

 whatever truth any could apprehend on those matters, might he conveyed in my

 words, rather than set down my own meaning so clearly as to exclude the

 rest, which not being false, could not offend me. I will not therefore, O my

 God, be so rash, as not to believe, that Thou vouchsafedst as much to that

 great man. He without doubt, when he wrote those words, perceived and

 thought on what truth soever we have been able to find, yea and whatsoever

 we have not been able, nor yet are, but which may be found in them.

 

 

Chapter XXXII

 

 Lastly, O Lord, who art God and not flesh and blood, if man did see less,

 could any thing be concealed from Thy good Spirit (who shall lead me into

 the land of uprightness), which Thou Thyself by those words wert about to

 reveal to readers in times to come, though he through whom they were spoken,

 perhaps among many true meanings, thought on some one? which if so it be,

 let that which he thought on be of all the highest. But to us, O Lord, do

 Thou, either reveal that same, or any other true one which Thou pleasest;

 that so, whether Thou discoverest the same to us, as to that Thy servant, or

 some other by occasion of those words, yet Thou mayest feed us, not error

 deceive us. Behold, O Lord my God, how much we have written upon a few

 words, how much I beseech Thee! What strength of ours, yea what ages would

 suffice for all Thy books in this manner? Permit me then in these more

 briefly to confess unto Thee, and to choose some one true, certain, and good

 sense that Thou shalt inspire me, although many should occur, where many may

 occur; this being the law my confession, that if I should say that which Thy

 minister intended, that is right and best; for this should I endeavour,

 which if I should not attain, yet I should say that, which Thy Truth willed

 by his words to tell me, which revealed also unto him, what It willed.

Citaat

Waar geen afgunst is, heerst eendracht in verscheidenheid.
Augustinus

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